theme por nightforsummer; base por stupefys, com alguns detalhes retirados dos themes do max davis e da queridasolidão.
theme por nightforsummer; base por stupefys, com alguns detalhes retirados dos themes do max davis e da queridasolidão.
day 16 - your views on mainstream music.
Views on mainstream music? I don’t really care for it. The majority of the time, I am proud of the artist’s recognition, but it’s hard to have that same indie feel. But I’m proud of them, of course.
day 17 - your highs and lows of this past year.
I can’t really describe them. It was a pretty straightforward year. Mostly school stuff. And the surgeries, and the health issues.
For the most part, I’ve had a pretty fuuuuurrreaking awesome year, just boring.
day 18 - your beliefs.
I believe in a lot of things….
day 19 - disrespecting your parents.
I have in the past. Sometimes I yell at my mom when I’m on the rag, and I blame her for giving birth to me. It might happen again since I’m on the rag right now. OOPS IDGAF IF ITS TMI.
day 20 - how important you think education is.
Education is a gift, honestly. Don’t take it for granted.
day 11 - put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
day 12 - bullet your whole day.
day 13 - somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
England, Scotland, Spain, France, Cuba.
day 14 - your earliest memory.
The first time I sang. :]
day 15 - your favorite tumblrs.
dothetimewarp- HERRO. you are an asshole~ luv yew.
fyeahjoebrooks- Dedicated to the most gorgeous m an ever. UNF~
I don’t know. I think abouts it. I just kinda go through my dash.
day 07 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Libra. Of course. Libras tend to be very diplomatic, and tend to avoid conflict. Apparently I also exhibit good taste, charm and elegance. The thing is, it’s true. I like looking good, I love fashion, I love aesthetics. If it doesn’t look good, I probably will chew you out for it. Hahahaha. Just joking. But I do agree with the whole Libra thing. You’ll have to read up on it to find out. ;)
day 08 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Meeting Joe Brooks, hiyaaaaaah.
day 09 - how you hope your future will be like.
Didn’t I already answer a question like this? :| Well, in detail. If I could find a man like Joe Brooks, I’d be set for eternity.
day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss.
This whole damn tumblr is basically dedicated to the memory of my first love. What an asshole. Nah, just kidding. I couldn’t give two shits about him. As for my first kiss, it was depressing. What else do you need to know?
day 01 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Single life feels weird. To be honest, for the majority of my formative years, I was single— but I would at least be TALKING to someone. Being in college should encourage me to go out and discover what more is out there and experiment. Unfortunately, I did that and honestly, it was a complete turn off. I know what I want, and eventually I’ll get it. I met someone that I like, and perhaps it’ll turn out to be more. I’m very stubborn and it’s difficult for me to realize that I have to take it slow with people sometimes. I’m rather flawed, so I have this complex that forces me to want to speed processes up, rather than down.
day 02 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.
I’d love to become a doctor, with a husband who loves me.
day 03 - your views on drugs and alcohol.
Awesome for some, but not for everyone. Hard drugs are not a great thing. Pot is for some people, I’m not exactly sure what to say about it. I like it? But I know other people don’t, and I respect it. Drinking is eh. I’d rather smoke a spliff than get drunk. However, as long as you don’t berate me for my behavior, I couldn’t give as much of a rat’s ass. You know?
day 04 - your views on religion.
Religion has never been that big of an issue to me. I prefer to think of myself as a spiritual person. However, I do believe that I want to find my own faith someday. I think without finding a proper religion that suits me before I die will be the end of me. I want to believe in something. But I want to find the right thing.
day 05 - a time you thought about ending your own life.
Freshman Christmas of highschool.
part 15 - something you regret.
Andrew.
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play.
I’m too lazy to separate them. Stop with the letters, really?
Someone I’ve drifted away from? Um, okay. Here it goes.
V-Bear,
I don’t know how we drifted, but we did. We just agree to disagree on how to spend our time, but you’ve changed so much. You have, and I don’t really know who you are anymore, or how to relate to you. As much as I love partying, I’m not willing to drop everything and run that shit. Yes, I guess this is the time to do that stuff— but you know me, I’m under control. You’ve become a sloppy mess underneath it all. I don’t know what to talk about with you, and things just aren’t as easy. You started hanging out with different people, and so did I. You weren’t there for me when I really, really needed you, and when I did tell you what I needed to say, you didn’t sound remotely interested. When I had my surgery and all my problems, you didn’t understand and you brushed it off. You were supposed to be my bear, and you’re supposed to at least try to give a shit. I wish I knew who you were now, because now we’ve become reduced to half-ass conversations. The only reason I even invited you to my party was because of the mere fact that we’ve had so much history together.
I talked to someone recently, and I mentioned the fact that none of us really talk to you anymore. You didn’t even have the decency to show up to her birthday party. We just sat there and shrugged our shoulders going, while she said to me, “It’s funny how much things have changed.” Because they have.
I admit, part of the drift was my fault. But even though I no longer hung out at the beach, it didn’t mean that I didn’t try my absolute best to contact you or hang out with you. I miss you though. I miss our guy love and our bearyness. And our sleepovers where you woke me up at fucking 3 in the morning. I wish we were still as close as we used to be, but life happens.
- C-Bear
I am starting to get sick of these letters.
If you’d like to see Brandon’s letter, just go check out Day 7 of “30 Days of Letters”, and Andrew’s is basically this whole tumblr.
Yep. This whole fucking tumblr is one big fucking trainwreck devoted to my heartbreak.
