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there are so many things

that I could say. I just can’t, the words just don’t come out. at least they don’t cohesively and in strings, they escape in short, temperamental bursts. I wish my thoughts presented themselves more accurately, and linked together. there are things I want to tell you but it’s so hard considering that I get nervous. I have everything planned out and then we speak and my heart is thrown off, my speech is impeded by the fact that I’m here with you, this amazing person who claims to love me. all I can do is quote stupid, corny movies or songs. I would rather come up with the perfect thing to say to you each and every time.

please love me.